Friday, March 31, 2006
SELF DENIAL
hm not too long ago since i last updated. nope not long at all. nope i havent been procrastinating. nope i didnt put off writing my blog. nope i didnt abandon my blog. nope i dun think 12 days is a long break between blog posts. nope nope nope.
nope the exams aint coming. what exams? nope i dun have any term papers to submit. dun even noe wad's tt about. nope i aint lagging in all my modules. modules? wad are those? hm.. nope i havent been slacking. sleeping and playing are hard work u noe. nope, i dun know nuts about maths. +, -, X, / wad so hard bout that. nope my programming is on time. everything is smoothly sailing. nope i'm not lost in digital systems. in fact i'm the guru. nope, human resource management is great. i know everything. nope, economic development will be just fine. A+ here i come. nope, nope, nope.
nope, i wouldnt take a damn long time to update my blog again. nope, i dont overspend. nope, i'm not idling. nope, i'm not having troubles. nope, ntu is not implementing car park fees. nope, school fees are not going up. nope, hostel fees are not going up. nope, dinner and dance planning is right on schedule. nope, foc is going fine. nope, my neighbours don't stink. nope, my car isnt dirty. nope, i'm not slacking. nope, i'm not wasting my time.... nope, nope, nope.
nope, i'm not going mad. nope, i'm not stressed. nope, put those thoughts out of your mind. nope i'm not in self denial. nope! i said i'm not! I'M NOT!!! NOPE!! NO!! I'M NOT IN SELF DENIAL! YOU GET IT? I'M NOT! aRGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
// posted by mars @ 00:57 
Monday, March 20, 2006
NO RESPITE
Hm i noe i havent been updating for 3 weeks le. oh well. no excuses. i'm not gonna make any. although there certainly are.. read the tag. haha... bascially. photos wouldnt upload. and, next is basically wad i'm gonna whine about in the this entry...
i'm beginning to feel like a robot. there seems to be endless unfinishable tasks to be done. 3 weeks straight i have been rushing my labs... trying to catch up... and so many other things tt need to be done. there has simply been...NO RESPITE. no break. no fun. no life. argh! programming is taking over my life..... and it will start again on tuesday. zzzzz
anyway talking about lab.. i'm totally indebted to joey. thanks man. within 2 hours notice... agreed to meet at bukit merah mac's and help me with my lab until my laptop conked off.. lol. first time i use until the laptop really ZERO batt. came back hall.. and help me over the internet. woah thanks man. this kinda fren is hard to find these days. its like a breath of fresh air. who says serving army is useless? lol. at the very least.. it broadens our contacts and friendship networks.
recently begining to feel the urge to study again. which is good. maybe the time to hibernate in my hostel room is here. but wouldnt mind studying outside like wad happened on sat.. thanks daphne for accompanying me.
hm. shifting topic to other than school. recently been driving alot.. but seems like these days i have taken to driving rather slowly.. crusing really.. not like dead slow. maybe cos i'm getting older... losing the need for speed. haha. oh. and i hate driving during peak hours. bumper to bumper stuff. urgh! driving at night is so much better. not many vehicles.. less idiots on the road. alto.. there're still idiots who drive with high beam on the whole time. morons.
ok. thats all i'm gonna write in this entry. gonna hit the books again. sianz.
take care folks.
// posted by mars @ 01:02
